Friday, 29 July 2016
Sunday, 3 April 2016
Only Memories Left
19 Nov 2015. this date my father have passed away.
honestly, it's not easy for me to accept this. my father. he does not beside me anymore. he not with me anymore. peoples around me always calm me down. but they dont know how i'm feels this, how i'm take all this, how i'm going through with all this.
sakit sangat tapi aku redha sebab ni ketentuan Illahi. takdir hidup aku. Ujian aku di dunia. selama ni aku tak tahu apa perasaan anak yatim kat luar sana. from now i realised and i feels what they feel and kept alone. kuatnya dorg. macam tu jugak lah yang aku nak jadi. aku nak jadi kuat untuk harungi semua ni. almost 4 months now, i lived without my dearest papa. no one can replace him.
and pleasee i'm begging for those who come into my life dont make me fall again. i dont want to feels that 'sad' anymore. i dont know, is it i'm quite tough to get this. but i hope so. papa i really miss you. never forget to pray for you. insyaallah we will meet again in akhirat. sayang papa . . .
honestly, it's not easy for me to accept this. my father. he does not beside me anymore. he not with me anymore. peoples around me always calm me down. but they dont know how i'm feels this, how i'm take all this, how i'm going through with all this.
sakit sangat tapi aku redha sebab ni ketentuan Illahi. takdir hidup aku. Ujian aku di dunia. selama ni aku tak tahu apa perasaan anak yatim kat luar sana. from now i realised and i feels what they feel and kept alone. kuatnya dorg. macam tu jugak lah yang aku nak jadi. aku nak jadi kuat untuk harungi semua ni. almost 4 months now, i lived without my dearest papa. no one can replace him.
and pleasee i'm begging for those who come into my life dont make me fall again. i dont want to feels that 'sad' anymore. i dont know, is it i'm quite tough to get this. but i hope so. papa i really miss you. never forget to pray for you. insyaallah we will meet again in akhirat. sayang papa . . .
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